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Thursday, September 16, 2010

Commencement address of Steve Jobs

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Thinking of what Steve Jobs accomplishment right now, who would have thought that this big guy experienced failures in his life? In the beginning, I am not a fan, I do not admire the way he deals with his career path and the personality he has as an employer, a father and a friend. He is somewhat a man without a heart. But everything changes after I read his commencement address on a college graduation. His words touches my heart, I was enlighten with his words. During my readings with his three stories connecting the dots, love and loss and death, it is something you can relate to yourself also.


Connecting the dots…

As a student, a daughter, a citizen, a friend and a Christian I have duties and responsibilities. And it is somewhat a burden to me because truth to be told I don’t have any idea what would I become for the next 10 years. I don’t want my future at stake because I did not to this and that. I want it to be worth HAVING and worth LIVING. And to start with it, I want to connect the dots, the dots that connect to the light side of my existence. Keep on bursting the positivism of life. Nothing will strikes you if you somehow will unite in you future. As you hold your future, don’t let it throw away. If you stumble then stand up, if you commit mistake then learn, if you’re mistreated then fight. Don’t let discouragements, trials, problems and hindrances beat you.


Love and Loss…

For me, the most powerful tool to live life with happiness and satisfaction is to LOVE LOVE LOVE and if you LOSS then be in love again. That’s why I’m in love to the idea of love. Haha.. In reference to Steve job commencement address, he says that “the only way to do great work is to love what you do”. And right now, I’m loving what I do and taking chances to what I can do more.

“The heaviness of being a successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything”

As an It student or a beginner of this craft, I aim high and thinking I’m not good on programming or decoding. Still, I have the courage to stand and I’m trying my best to strive and strive again as if there’s no turning back. I mean, I chose this craft because I wanted it; I adore it so I should make the best out of it.




Death


Am I afraid to die? Yes, I am! Even the priest, nuns and missionaries are afraid to die. And who I am not to be afraid with it… I am truly, deeply afraid with it. That’s reality!

“if today were the last day of my life , would I want to do what I am about to do today?”

Whoah. . Sincerely speaking I think I need to have a lot of changes. Thinking I’m dying soon I must throw away those grudges I keep on my heart, let go, pitch
Away the bad habits and most importantly I should give more love to my loved ones. Well, I seldom say “I LOVE YOU” to my parents. I do but not showing it at all. And to think I die soon, I must make the best effort to show and say those words.

If you want a life with satisfaction live with it as if your last day. Do not waste every single moment to show your appreciation, gratitude and affection. Show it now! Take a step! Do not be afraid! You’ll never know what may happen at least you’ll die with a smile and LOVE.


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Purpose in LIFE

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                    My purpose in Life…..

How can I manage to live life to the fullest if me myself and I don’t know what I can guarantee from the road I tread. Living with a purpose is somewhat sacks of rice in my back. Heavy! And honestly I cannot pledge to my words right now with reference to my purpose on life. Haha … this purpose in life thingy would shield me from dangers or my worries in my existence. I do have tons of worries right now! You cannot imagine how long it takes for me to overcome those worries.
I simply live life with GOD, success, prosperity and love. I want to know or understand this life. I want to rule my life. I don’t want pressure! I want to live my days the way I wanted it yet in I a “major major” good way of course. Honestly speaking, I need more “serendipity walk”, hilarious to others but I’m so damn serious about it. I don’t want to walk away to my purpose in my existence but I want a word that this life is of use. Believe it or not I just want to LIVE RIGHT, LOVE MUCH and LAUGH LOUD.Right now, I just want to have my diploma, find a job, lend a hand to my family, continue to obey the teachings of God, a friend, a concern citizen of the world, a “technopreneur” maybe and to be who I am while finding my worth, my purpose in my existence.
 
 
 
 
JUST ME!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

♥♥♥personality test♥♥♥

My personality captures my heart; it is within me matters most. You cannot avail your becoming without a heart that whispers good traits. Right?




“ I am who I am “ is every teenage girl shout out. And I am one of those teenage drama queens. “ This is real and This is ME, Your approval is not needed! ” .. Kidding.. Moreover, the bottom line of this personality traits “ chever “ is to be aware what path takes this personality of mine. What I become after college? Things to do after college, Jobs suitable for my degree, journey after college and life after college. What would prevail after these traits of mine? Would I succeed? ..


Questions that meant answerable by a YES or a NO! But, Oh my ! I cannot answer that this time. That is somewhat hilarious to my part. I mean, thinking on the other side of life, preparing oneself for the future ahead of me. That ridiculous! I’m enjoying my life right now…Hassle-free!, Stress-Free! That’s LIFE! Save for the best. Nakz … Giggles .. Seriously, I may be a light hearted person but I make things possible to the best I can. I may not be as conservative as Maria Clara, as beautiful as Taylor Swift, as nice as Witherspoon, as talented as Charice , as intelligent as Bill Gates, but, somehow I watch my character so it won’t become my destiny. That’s a nice thought for me as a student who struggle to stand despite the difficulties of life such as schools, family, friends, and environment. NAME IT! You surely agree with me this time. I knew that I had derived face to face with some one whose mere personality was so fascinating that, if I tolerable it to do so, it would captivate my whole nature, my whole soul, my very art itself.






Last week on our TECHNOPRENEURSHIP subject, Sir Gamboa asked us to answer the 32 questions which are based on our personality trait, that if we will meet the terms of those questions, we will know what and where our personality would take us to the business field. Ha ha. Not like that. He said that we will know if we will be a good entrepreneur or not. And as for me, sad to say I’m not quite good entrepreneur. Imagine I scored 36 which is neutral, it was ok but not totally fine. It was devastating to my part because I expect that I can be an entrepreneur someday and you know what.. most of my classmate got a high score which is clearly stated that they can be a good entrepreneur and I’m not. It’s really disturbing, because my thoughts whisper and murmuring that I cannot be a business tycoon. Silly me! But I know my personality has power, ha ha , I mean life has many doors to open if you will keep your character open to new possibilities, keeping the faith and believing to yourself, Your dreams would possibly come up to reality and your personality will fragrance as soon as you have a positive self image on success in life. That is a relief! Right? But, Come to think of realities, our present stability right now, have you considered yourself one of the succeeding citizens in our nation? That’s somewhat bewildering for as student who besieged from such circumstances at this present. It is difficult to look forward knowing you are still not ready to face reality. And I am currently harassed by my own self. Yep, maybe a puzzling part for me but true. I am not still aware of what would my future awaits me. However, I am positive I can make my goals in to reality. Soon …if……






I face my problems. We all know we have problems and seldom have we easily given up when we encountered those. Thinking of those problems I have right now, the hardships , heartaches (maybe), and family problems, I think I can solve it with the help of our FATHER (GOD), my family, friends and of course myself. We should keep the faith to our self; we should learn how to manage encountering problem. FACE IT then SOLVES it! I can do it! Whoah . As if I am that strong but surely I’m not .. Honestly speaking, I easily cry when I encounter heavy problems and after that I told myself “ I can make this! I am strong” but deep inside I am not. Yet, I keep on looking forward, to gaze on a brighter side of life and to pray. Prayer indeed is my armor. God may not speak up but HE listens. And I believe He will always there to guide me in every step I make. Just put all things in the name of the LORD. After that, you will see a lighter side of you, a blooming one and it seems that you are free from troubles because YOU have GOD in YOU!


I watch my character, for it becomes my destiny. As what I have said “ my personality captures my heart; it is within me matters most ”. That is important I think for aiming to be a technopreneur , you should at least have a good personality that will in able for you to establish a good feedbacks from others. You cannot buy trust and respect from other people. You should have it! And then EARN IT! Do not impose a bad persona to other if you don’t want trouble against you as what saying says “ Do not do unto others what you don’t want others do unto you ”. That’s true! An individual's self-concept is the core of his or her personality. It affects every aspect of human behavior: the ability to learn, the capacity to grow and change. Your character is your image so make the best effort to make it good. You should watch your thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words , for they become actions. Watch your actions , for they become habits. Watch your habits , for they become character. We should shape a good persona for the future anticipated for us.


An entrepreneur never gives up. On our personality test, I encountered questions which are base on financial related things in which in every business ; we should acquire those certain things. We need money! Everybody needs it! Ha ha. But , speaking behalf on the public we are not capable with such necessities. We are not prone on know-how things that lessen abilities and skills in terms of expertise. People used to give up due to financial difficulties, they complain because they don’t have this and that. Well, as for my observations, Pilipino citizens are ambitious, dreamer, YES! They are! But, surely they don’t add courage, determination and hard work. They don’t know how to manage temper, they should always be right; never ever have the courage to stand on their own. We are dependently dependent to others. Ha ha. I know you know this! You belong with this. RIGHT ?! But try to look on the positive sides on these negative issues. If we are ambitious then prove it. I mean, there’s nothing wrong desiring to make it on the top but remember the factors to obtain success in life. Learn by heart , take a step to make it come true. STAND ! MOVE ! DREAM ! BELIEVE ! SURVIVE! You will see that you can do better. Just don’t give up. Put courage, determination and hard work plus your heart. It is important that you should have a good personality! That’s a bonus factor to attain your goals in life. NEVER GIVE UP on LIFE PAL . This is just the beginning …. To your journey ..


With the assessment that we had taken, I become conscious that to be a superior technopreneur you do not just have to consider business alone or money. You don’t need to center on making money and to be rich. There is another life than producing those necessities. You have your heart, a good one and responsible one , that whatever whenever things go wrong, there is still YOU, you can rely on. You have a good heart. And as for my assessment during the personal test, I think I have the heart of a business person. Well, I chose a good soul than money as what I have observed from my answers on the personality test. That was clearly stated that friends first before anything else or let me clarify a good personality first than other thing. Haha…


I believe I can. If I acquire or possesses things for my future, it takes courage and determination. It takes the over-all me. Nothing else but me! It is I who hold my future. So, eventually I should have self confidence, and I think I have that.”I believe I can” I have my faith to myself that I can make things possible for my future awaited me. I am confident enough I I can reach my goals in life because I have GOD within me, my family who serve as my inspiration to continue my journey and of course my friend who are my companion in every rocky road I step. Nakz. I am really a drama queen. But, seriously the main idea of believing one self is to have faith to your self alone. That’s my point! Does it sound pointless? I believe I can,” No stress! Just Chill! ” quoted from our professor Sir japh.


Time is precious. Time for me is the most valuable thingy on this earth. Time plays and important role in our life. We all are just dependent on time. Without time we are nothing.


Time applies in our every walk of life. From sunset till night, the high tide and low tide due to moon, our seasons everything is totally dependent on time. Let's take the example of student. If student is not working hard throughout his whole semester, he is just wasting time. What will happen the end of semester .He will not able to clear the semester .the reason is that he wastes his all time. Time never wait for any one. We have to move with the time. Everybody has 24 hours in whole day. It's our duty to manage the whole time. If we are not managing our time table or working in a proper schedule, we will face the problem in the end. So time management is very important. Time is important form student till the managing director of some company. If student is not coming on time, it means he's not realizing the value of time, if a farmer is not cutting the crop on time then he's also not realizing that he is wasting his own time. Luck always knocks the door of that person who realizes the value of time. Try to be punctual in everything. You must be fruitful most of the time. You should make sure that you will not waste any time. If there’s an opportunity then better grab it immediately. Also, as the saying goes “The early bird gets the early worm”. To be a good tycoon you should be hardworking always and be first in making good qualities to be able to get the clients or shoppers first. You have to give period for your work and be certain to make a good result. You should know how to accomplish things completely time. An entrepreneur must be on the upper of every modernization. We can't imagine the life that we are leading without the invention of the concept of time and the statement itself says a lot about the importance of time.Time brings regulation in our life and unless we regulate ourselves we are not able to do anything, however talented we are. We can take the case of a writer; no matter how talented he is but unless he sits for long hours to create, he is unable to create anything. The statement can be proved by the plight of many writers who are initially considered to be very talented but owing to their absolutely bohemian lifestyle the turn out to be a non-creators and their life is wasted without any notice by people of the world.


With regard to what I have learned from this journal, I am quite sure that I can reach my goalmouths in life. I should desire to improve a process , product, willing to take risk(face the pressure.NO stress Just CHILL!..haha.. Being motivated and obsessive about a difficult goal is usually what it takes to achieve that goal. Just make sure you obsess about the right things. When running a business, you'll be doing a little bit of everything. And you have to be good at everything you do. However you don't have to be a master of everything (in fact, I think that's impossible).that’s the right thing to do! I think! Above all, we should put God first in everything we do.





















































Sunday, August 15, 2010

Crush Ko

Chad
Chace
Jethro    



hehehe..long time crush ko..LIKELIKELIKE...
si chace and chad..naging crush ko due to 
One tree hill and Gossip Girl
Si Jethro..la lang..high school crush ko
kasi God-fearing xa..
YUn lang...
Right now..meron..
pero saken lang yun..:)...tsk..

La magawa na day:)

Friday, August 13, 2010

I'm InLove to the idea of LOVE

♥♥♥When we were 5, they ask us on what we wanted
We answer the things like astronaut, president and as any case a princess,
When we were 10, they asked again 
we answered a rockstar, a cowboy and in my case a gold medalist,
But now,
where grown ups, they want a serios answer 
well, How ABout this, WHO THE HELL KNOWS??!!!
this isn't the time to make fast decisions, this is the time to make mistakes
Take the wrong train and Get  stuck somewhere
Fall in love a lot,
major in philosophy because no way well make a carrer out of that, 
CHange YOUR MIND and CHANGE it again because nothing is permanent so make
aS many mistakes as you can
their way someday we asked who We wanne be
WE DON'T have to GUESS, We'll KNOW!!♥♥

Assignment Technopreneurship 1

♥1.) What are the factors that contributed to the success and failure of Steve Jobs
as a technopreneur?

If you want to be like Steve Jobs start right now, in this instance, to work on your success. Don’t wait for tomorrow because tomorrow may never come. Steve Jobs taught us determination, hard work, success, failure, leader, follower, if he wants something he owns it, he strive hard for it and he’s dedicated on his craft. He dreams and creates things the way he wanted it to be. A leader who has a big impact to our society but prior to his success and contributions to the apple corporation, Steve Jobs has also encountered ups and downs during his past life. But despite those hindrances, he struggle to stand. These are the factors that contributed to the success and failure of Steve Jobs.

For the success:

a.) Be different
Think different!. "Better be a pirate than to join the navy." As what he stated from the movie, If you want to succeed on your craft, you should make your own goal, Your own idea, strategy to accomplish a victorious life.
b.) entrepreneur
Take a risk! TAKE IT! Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. Just take it! Look for the next big thing. Find a set of ideas that need to be quickly and decisively acted upon and jump through that window. Sometimes the first step is the hardest one. But, surely it’s worth having...that’s the ideal of a great entrepreneur.
b.) Passion
He’s very dedicated on his job, a very determined man and his passion is his key to success. It is the single fastest way to spur him to massive success. That’s why people admired his work, opinion and contributions to our society. Moreover, he also stresses that we should find our true passion, do what we love to do and make differences. According to Steve Jobs, “Your work is going to fill a large part of your life , and the only way to do great work is to love what you do”. That brings him to what he is right now. Steve Jobs is an admirable and successful man.

D.) Start small, think big.
Don't worry about too many things at once. Take a handful of simple things to begin with, and then progress to more complex ones. Think about not just tomorrow, but the future. "I want to put a ding in the universe,” reveal Steve Jobs his dream.
e.) Focus on the outcome
People judge you by your performance, so focus on the outcome. Be a yardstick quality. Some people aren't used to an environment where excellence is expected. Advertise. If they don't know it, they won't buy your product. Pay attention to design. "We made the buttons on the screen look so good you'll want to lick them." "Design is not just what it looks like and feels like. Design is how it works."


f.)Learn from failures
Sometimes when you innovate, you make mistakes. It is best to admit them quickly, and get on with improving your other innovations. If you failed then try again. There’s no harm in trying at least you did your best without harming other people. Failures are part of our life. We cannot obtain a tenable life if we can’t accept errors..Errors occur in business so be ready with it. Face it! Take IT! SOLVE IT!

“Steve Jobs is a singular persona in our culture,” says New Deal Design’sAmit, who writes an industrial design-focused blog. “He, more than anyone else, made utilitarian digital technology merge into a rich cultural experience”, Without him, most of the technology world would have relegated culture to a decorative role, rather than a substantive element of product and service innovation. His impact is so profound on our culture, our way of thinking and our approach to smart technology, that I would consider him one of the most influential cultural creators of the past century.”

For his Failures:
a. Blunt!
-Steve Job is an insensitive man. He doesn’t care of what people might think about him. He do what he wants!. he’s full of anger…and he even neglect his daughter at first, afraid to love and be loved.
b. A ‘bozo’ or ‘brain dead stupid’
-Considering Steve Jobs has his own family yet he live life the way he wanted it. no demand! No Commands! It is he who controls and owns his life. No attachments, pure business
c. Negative reinforcement
- A particular behavior is strengthened by the consequence of the stopping or avoiding of a negative condition. He’s always right, inconsiderate to his employees
d. Stubborn and particular
- Having or showing dogged determination not to change one's attitude or position on something, esp. in spite of good arguments or reasons to do so. Used to single out an individual member of a specified group or class
e. Perfectionist
- putting unreasonable demands; he’s hypocrite

The success of Steve Jobs is really fascinating but theirs a part of him that I neglect not to do. He’s unreasonable man, insensitive, blunt, clever and stubborn. For me, in a business it is not always the mind you should work out, you should at least establish a good heart. A good heart to your fellow men, you should also be considerable, it is not possible that a person can work 24 hrs. a day and then if something goes wrong, you’ll SHOUT! Handle it calmly.. easy ..do not use force .. Besides, you don’t own your employee.. they have their own life, they should be treated nice and with respect. The same way they treated you. I can’t imagine my self to have a boss like Steve Jobs; I think I might cry if he’s my boss. I can’t take his attitude. His somewhat a tiger that will strikes you quickly. One more thing, he has a big ego (pride), no matter how powerful you are, there’s a time you should put considerations or limitations on your pride. If it doesn’t necessary then THROW IT AWAY!... Pride doesn’t count a powerful man. Accept reality. If it is your fault then admit it! He pushes us to exceed our limitations by leading through example but think of what this things guide a leader, he may be the most powerful man in earth but IS HE REALLY HAPPY? Regardless of the accomplishments, positive feedbacks, good background he had during his career peak. Steve Jobs is not happy. He’s incontented and greedy. He avoids loving and be loved. That’s why he’s unreasonable man, reckless on his employees. Yet, to pause and think of how different our world and the way we interact with technology would have been without Apple and the genius of Steve Jobs.


How do you see yourself as a technopreneur?

Technopreneur?! Am I worth to be called as a technopreneur ? What is a technopreneur rather?! Technopreneur is from the root word technology + entrepreneur = technopreneur ..haha. .silly! But that was our facilitator thought us…and it is kinda disturbing when he asked us to do this thing…a 3000 words for our It elective….Honestly speaking I can’t see myself as a good technopreneur ..WHY?! Because you will serve as the analyst, developer, leader, follower, builder, user ,..Name it!! You’ll surely die…kidding….Frankly talking, technopreneurship is a really good idea for your future. This involves a lifetime securities…. Why it is secured? Because you own the business, you are the overall in charge on every transaction, you’re the knowledge, you have the upper hand and lastly you’re the BOSS! Love it... That’s awesome. RIGHT?!
As a technopreneur, you should priorities business .. “Purely business, Nothing Personal” as what business persons rules when it comes to business and I think that’s so true in an industry then you’ll add hard work; second, stick-to-itiveness; third, common sense. That’s it! Surely, you’ll be a great technopreneur. Moreover, I should be outgoing to build a very good rapport with customers, be optimistic! Despite the hindrances we should develop self-confidence. That’s a “cleche”! Then I should be highly organized person because as general information of my business I plan, analyze and develop so it is a must to be a well-organized person. ZHAR! Whoah.. “Full effort is full victory” and I do hope that this qualities is ME! ME!.. However, the only question to ask yourself is, how much are you willing to sacrifice to achieve this success? OH my GOSH! How can I do it?! How can I handle dealing to the reality of business? Hmmmm …For me, Deal with it! We would accomplish many more things if we did not think of them as impossible.
I will be a good technopreneur someday if I go up, I conquer and move ahead. POSITIVITY! I’m confident enough that I can be a good entrepreneur… I have my armor at this young age. I have my learning’s and I think … Maybe an application to what I have learned. I can communicate or negotiate which is really important to a business. What else?! ahmmm…I’m not a quitter, I don’t easily give up to what I have started or let me say I commit to my words. That must be a good attitude. Right?! I believe that if I become a technopreneur, I will have it and I’ll do it! That’s the spirit!! I believe through learning and application of what you learn, you can solve any problem, overcome any obstacle and achieve any goal that you can set for yourself. I let myself go to what my mind tell me to do so. I can go as far as my mind lets me; I can achieve what I believe. With this, I might be an effective entrepreneur. And that’s a goal and I would accomplish it! Mission Possible.. ha-ha..Assuming ….But remember! Positivity always!!Determination is the key to success and I have that! I think…. Just like a song “keep on moving, keep climbing, keep the faith”….there’s always a way.. A way to a brighter future..ha-ha.. Silly!. .. Just keep on believing to yourself. And as beholder of my future, I believe that I should achieve my goals in life so I will be happy when I get there. A contented life, A life that could not ask for more, Life which is full of mysteries like rosary, a Life that is despite of rocky roads or thorns; I will be able to stand up and be proud.


TO DO LIST when I become TECHNOPRENEUR:
1. I will research and plan a business that is technology related and a trend to citizens.
2. I will have my training in my business and find people who have knowledge in technology.
3. Choose a business location and must be on a public place.
4. I will build my own company and provide a modernize technologies.. haha
5. I will teach them my learning and application for what I have learned.
6. I will create my own It Hub within my business so people can also try and be aware about technology.
7. I will lead my people, give them right wages, salaries and could provide loans such as SSS , phil Health , pag-ibig funds.
8. I’ll do advertising for my company.
9. I will negotiate from international people if there are opportunities that we could share or outsource our business with them.
10. I’ll make my company globally competitive.
11. I’ll do my job as the owner
12. I will give my employees the benefits which is essential.
13. My company will offer a highly acclaimed product.



As a reader, this might be an exaggerate list for a technopreneur who doesn’t know the future awaits me. But, there’s a big big big possibilities that I can avail this dreams of mine as a technopreneur. I think that I can attain this goals if I want to, I will have it and I do it!. For me this is possible, to have my own IT hub, my own company and to be an employer. Imagine life that you’re the boss, your holding your own life, you create it, you build it and you own it. Less pressure but greater assurance of your future.. ”LIKE LIKE LIKE”… This is an over-whelming experience to express you in a business or technology related things. I’m really wondering what may the result of this?! Am I a rising to a better me? A person who knows what journey she belongs to, what path she should lead and what is really the meaning of life. Hahaha.. But, come to think of it, if I will be a technopreneur someday, I know I can do it and I think I can be a good entrepreneur considering that I love it! I want it! I do it! And with God’s grace I’ll have it. I AM A TECHNOPRENEUR!






3.) Would you take the same career path that Steve Jobs took?! Why or Why not?

Thinking of what he had contributed to the computer world nowadays.
Why NOT! He’s the master of innovation, admirable, amazing, remarkable, fabulous and outstanding man. Along the way, he changed the way we work, play and communicate. And he's not done yet. He continuously surprised us with his notable deeds on technologies. The i pods, i phones and this newly discover i pad… Like like like .. As an IT student who does not have enough expertise like Steve Jobs, I ache to succeed to my craft, to what I am right now, to what journey I struggle to stand for the last two years. But, Am I Fit in? Do I have the courage to position myself with this despite the hindrances I have been through? ( The ups and downs of an It student) … Am I Ready?
Well, I think I am... haha .. For the next five years maybe .. But as for Steve Jobs as the main mark of my career path.. Whoah .. That’s far from what I dreamed of. I live life with contentment and I love the life I have right now. And regardless to trials, pains I have encountered this days. I am strong-minded and I know I can overcome every thorns and rocky road to my path. That’s the spirit of a teenage drama queen! Haha .. Giggles! Nevertheless Do I have the idea for paramount innovations? Do I acquire the skills and abilities? Am I superior in any type of businesses? Nakz.. I cannot answer that today, it’s a long way process. I am still learning and focusing on my craft I supposed, And with the help of my facilitators and to myself who urge to continue what my footsteps taken me. I think I can! But, it’s accordance to what I have chosen, to what my mind and heart speaks up, to what myself tell me to do so and because THIS IS ME! This Life! This is What I Want and ever hunted. I chose this career not because my parents tell me to do so. But, this is Alanah who fancy succeeding on my skill. It is not because of Steve Jobs, Bill Gates or whosoever powerful man in earth I wanted to become. They might as well admirable men’s but reality check. I hold my future; I’m making it so this is prior to Alanah versus the Future. And my task is too looked up the future the way I wanted it.

In view of what I have experienced this past two years studying at University of Southeastern Philippines under Institute of Computing . It was full of misery, those languages; codes I have encountered knock me out my feet. I can’t imagine myself with this kind of genre. I mean I dreamed somehow to become a doctor or nurse during my secondary years but I come up and dealing with the reality of c++, java, Php, foxpro, editplus, html, xml, etc.. whoah. It was indeed a terrifying and bombarded thing. But, reality check.. It’s my choice to pursue Information Technology, no matter how difficult it is, I think “lumevel up naq” haha…. Trading to the certainty of those languages is getting enjoyable and challenging. I may not have much expertise concerning to those languages still I’m learning, creating and executing. Whoah. ! But things never easy for me, the way my classmates talked to those unusual languages, I become conscious and could not speak up and you know what IT’s KILLIN me… I easily got irritated and intimidated because I could not get along with it. Silly me! Right ? But, I believe we have differences, if they are on designing, web developing, and programming then live with that. As of now, they are not my concerns anymore. I am rediscovering myself if where I really belong.. If what my future awaits me . .I could succeed with my own way, if I guarantee myself a full effort that will succeed a full victory. I hope so… I will do my very best to obtain what I longed for and believing to myself alone with the help of God. With these beliefs, I know I can achieve it Today, TOMORROW and ALWAYS…. By God’s grace I can reach my goals in life. Not prior to the success of Steve Jobs or Bill Gates but to what I am and what I become.

Steve Jobs is an inspiration, a no ordinary man. I admire his passion, attitude and his contributions to society. He brings out the best of technology nowadays and as an IT student who is in favor of any technology related things. I want to be just like HIM! Super! DUPER! ..hahaha. I want to experience on how to own and control a primary technology in this universe and to be admired by my skills and contributions. That’s really flattering indeed! I may not be like Jobs but I can be who I am, simply Alana, the one I can rely on when every one turns away. Moreover, my future depends on how I will lead it, on how I will take it and on how I trust myself to deal with it. Enjoy the journey of future. Take a ride yet slowly but surely. My future depends on me alone. Lastly, Steve’s path to success is a tough one, a very difficult one, Jobs maybe the wealthiest powerful man on earth but one thing for sure Steve Jobs can’t buy happiness and love. He doesn’t have that yet he has the information that people hooked up. “Your time is limited. Don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma, which is living the result of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drowned your own inner voice. And, most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become.” Steve Jobs, secret of success.
I want to be successful so I’m Dreaming of it. Crafting it. Creating it.
Alanah ♥